Crazy, Conflicted, and Confession

Crazy- That is who I am right now I think. My grandma is more whiny, more demanding and requires a LOT more supervision because she thinks she is still able to get out of bed, etc. on her own and has fallen several times. This would be very easy to handle if I didn't also have a whiny toddler and teenager (I am sounding kinda whiny now too.). I don't handle whiny too well. Which makes me crazy! So if you see me wandering around talking to myself or laughing maniacally just ignore me please or feed me some chocolate!

Conflicted-Saturday, while waiting patiently for all the teams to finish at the zoo, I had a chance to really people watch. So many of them looked unhappy, angry or just down right weird. In a land with so much, how come so many are sad? Why are so many without hope? I had such an opportunity to share my hope and I didn't. Even Christians seem to be losing sight of their hope too. Why?

Confession-I am trying so hard to completely eliminate HFCS from our diet altogether. It is much harder than I first thought it would be. I made sure that the snacks I took to the zoo didn't have dyes or HFCS. Want to guess what they had to drink? Pepsi! Full of all the junk I was trying to stay away from. Someone gave us a case and I couldn't see it going to waste. Then we ran through McDonald's and grabbed fries and Dr. Pepper on the way to soccer practice. When I start thinking about it then it makes me crazy. hmm...I am starting to see a pattern here.